Sabtu, 25 September 2010

letter for my best friend part 2

dear..

i hope you can read this

i hope you are my best

i hope you are always beside me when i cry

but.. i think thats impossible

okay maybe i dont know whats on your mind

and i’m just thinking about my self without thinking about yourself

i’m sorry… :’((

i promise to try thinking about yourself and understand you :’))

but on my mind, i’m just say you still care with me?

you also trying to thinking about my self?

you also understanding me?

i hope yes !

because i want to keep our friendship until we die



laugh and the world laughs with you
weep and you weep alone

Minggu, 19 September 2010

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hai (?)
nggak usah basa basi ya hehe,aku juga lagi kacau nih -_-
nggak segitunya sih sebenarnya,harusnya biasa aja,tapi nggak tau nih kok bisa kacau gini
kaget bener kaget kaget, tapi harusnya sih akunya biasa aja,tapi kok bisa kayak gini aku juga gatau
beberapa menit yang lalu,sesuatu terjadi dan nggak bisa aku jelasin disini
sumpah ya,dulu di sd aku nggak punya masalah seberat ini
tapi di smp?kerjaan ku nangis -_-
ntar kalo di sma kayak gimana ya?
susaah deh mesti~
halah udahlah,kali ini aku juga udah dapet titik terang dari suatu masalah (?) ciyeeeh gayamu -_-
oke serius nih,iya semoga ini bener bener titik terang God..
jangan nangis lagi yaa..
kayaknya yang bilang kayak kalimat kayak gitu waktu aku lagi nangis sendirian aku sendiri deh --"
semoga deh ntar afgan waktu kamu nangis bilang kayak gitu ke kamu (?) amiiiiin~
sorry mungkin kalian bacanya ini postingan nggak penting hehe tapi emang sih
tapi berharga banget buat aku bisa ngungkapin,ngomong ngomong nggak jelas disini hehe

Sabtu, 18 September 2010



weak, i have been crying and crying for weeks


do you see how much i need you right now?

letter for my best friend

dear my best friend..

how are you? i hope everythings gonna be okay

maybe i never meet you again after we pass the elementary school

i miss you

i want to shared my problem with you

but i think that impossible

you never know my position at this time

and of course you never know my feelings at this time

i want you to understand,please

i want you to know, i’m very insecure

you still really care with me?

you still really care about my problem?

provided you know, i still really care with you

i still really care about your problem

but i think, you never know about that

this feelings really heavy

i need you now

but, how about you?

you still need me?

you miss me?

i hope the answer is yes…

Rabu, 15 September 2010

my confession - afgan

your smile brings light into my days
the tought of you ,warms my night
to hold you in my arms ,
even in my dreams it feels so right
loving you
you never see the way i look into your
eyes
you never realize the love i feel
inside
pain and sorrow that haunted me ,
cause words i've left unsaid to you
now you found someone else to love
deep in my heart, my love won't fade away
to hold u in my arms
even in my dreams it feels so right loving you



I hope to always be the best for my friend
I also hope to always be there when they need me
but they're still really care about me?

i remember - mocca

I remember...The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
I remember...When we caught a shooting star, yes I remember
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn

Do you remember..?
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And I remember..When my father thought you were a burglar
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn

I remember.. The way you read your books,
yes I remember
The way you tied your shoes,
yes I remember
The cake you loved the most,
yes I remember
The way you drank you coffee,
I remember
The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
When we caught a shooting star,
yes I remember
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And the way you smile at me,
yes I remember
my friends...
they who have changed my life
they also taught me what the meaning of friendship
they are always there when I was hard
they are always willing to accept me

Selasa, 14 September 2010



i know you never needed me
and i know i should stay away from you